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Aug. 22nd, 2012


The Fiction Blog

The new blog is here: ilovemyalpaca.
You can find pretty much everything I've ever posted on here or my livejournal or tumblr, minus the Tokio Hotel stuff from ages ago. All my stories consolidated into one place, even the ones I'm ashamed of. I don't even know how I feel about this but there it is. Read on, my wayward sons. There'll be more fic when you are done. 

Hope you enjoy it as much as I love writing it!


I will be posting my fanfiction on a seperate LJ, to be linked here. I have way too much personal, crazy stuff here and my tags are a mess and so I'm going to keep this one for ranting and start a new one for fanfiction/writing. The things posted here already will be reposted over on that one with much neater tags. Yay for organization!!!

Mornings Like This

Word Count: 734
Pairing: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski
Rating: T

Masturbation but it's vague so not really anything to worry about. Language?

Summary: "Stiles loves mornings like this. The sun is filtering in through his window, birds are singing outside, and he has nothing to do today." Except nothing ever goes the way it's supposed to anymore. Cue sexy, lurking werewolf that doesn't knock.
.Notes: Written because this is my brain at 7 am. 

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Jun. 29th, 2012



This story was previously on my fanfiction.net account but they removed it for explicit content so you all have the pleasure of reading it here now! I basically just copied and pasted so every mistake that was there before is still there in all it’s grammatically incorrect and awkward glory. Thanks for taking the time to read and/or comment in the past and future. 
Word Count: 1963
Pairing: Mai/Naru
Fandom: Ghost Hunt
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: explicit content
A/N: So this is my first time writing Het so… yea… enjoy! This is unbeta’d so forgive any mistakes that I missed! oh and the POV switches back and forth kind of…
Disclaimer: Yaziko Doesn’t own Ghost Hunt nor it’s characters… She’s just using them for her pervish fantasies…

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A/N: So if you’ve gotten this far… I applaud you! You’re just as pervy as me! ^_^ Thank you for reading! Now… Review? Please? I like to know if my crappy story is good enough for me to write more of this kind of stuff XD

Hall Pass

Word Count: 446
Pairing: Kurt Hummel/Cooper Anderson
Rating: NC-17

Warning: Rimming, Slight Infidelity

Summary: Kurt is pretty sure this is cheating. But... well... Is it cheating if Blaine knows about it?

Notes: Written for lemaskedbiscuit

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Jun. 27th, 2012


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The blonde giggled and shifted closer to her best friend. "He does look a bit like he's trying to find a ride, doesn't he?" He best friend shot her a wry look. 
"If by a ride, you mean a two-cent hooker that picks up hitchhikers, then... yeah."


Sometimes, the most random of phrases make life more interesting. That's something that Elanea will admit in a heartbeat. Her life seems like its one phrase to the next with awkward pauses in between. Reason being, it's only these phrases that people hear and feel and are affected by and everything else is just silence. 

Elanea likes the silence most days. It's constant and comforting, reassuring even. Some days, it's not. Instead, it smothers her with it's hopelessness and loneliness. It is everything she will always have to be and nothing she wants to be.

Jun. 26th, 2012



Starting this week, I will be updating regularly. And no more of the drama and crap. I've been wanting to do this for a while and I had to step back away from the blog for a bit to get my stuff straight but I'm back. You can consider the tags "my own autobiography" and "emotional drama crap" no longer in use! 
So... What to expect, you ask? Fiction! And lots of it. I will be writing out whatever I can, hopefully on a daily basis, to clear my head and get back in practice. Some will be longer than others, some will be inspired by real life. All will be thought out and NOT mindless drivel that I'd put in a personal journal. Yay for that one. 
I also have a side project that I will be posting on here that you can follow. The tag will be SAMML if you choose to do so and I wanted to take a minute to explain so I don't have to post so much stuff at the beginning of it. 
To me, the human body and sexual acts are seen as wrong and taboo and filthy and I don't agree. Life doesn't imitate art or vice verse. Life is art. Art is life. And I want to bring to light and focus on the art of sex. So while I'm not an artist in the sense of drawing or photography, I'm going to attempt to write it. This will not be simply porn or just written sex. I want to art of it, the poetry of it, in a non-biased way. You can expect male on male, male on female, and a variation of the two forming threesomes on a regular basis. I apologize for the lack of female on female but I know very little about it and so I'm going to have to skip over it. If you don't like it, I will understand but I hope you'd read it and give me feedback, both negative and positive. It is, hopefully, going to be tasteful and vague and beautiful. That's the plan anyways. 
So stick with me and thanks for reading this little note. 

Jun. 16th, 2012


Important Things Like Funnel Cakes and Names

Word Count: 1125

Pairing: Phil Coulson/Thor Odinson

Rating: G

(Boy kisses though!)

Summary: The team drags Thor to his first carnival and sort of abandons him! Luckily he has Agent Phil Coulson to keep him company. He sort of notices important things. Like Funnel Cakes... And Names... 

Notes: Written for this prompt at avengerkink.

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Aug. 21st, 2011


And you loved me once; Can you love me again?

Too many underlying things that just hurt me. It's been months and he doesn't even think of me. 
I'm feeling like things are finally coming around and on the outside, everything is wonderful. I honestly can't find anything to complain about which is fantastic. I'm enrolled in college finally. I love my job even though it keeps me away from home a bit. Generally, I've got it together. 
But I feel an empty ache. Because if I'm not sharing this with someone, what's the point?
Where is he? And is he happy right now? God I hope so. I can't wait until I have him. I don't know who he is but I know without a doubt, we're gonna be great together. 

Jun. 6th, 2011


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God how long has it been since I posted on here? 
The thing is, life gets pretty hectic and when you're trying very hard not to complain all the time... Livejournal posts get neglected. 
I'm heading to camp next week. My graduation is friday night, I'm a nervous wreck because I have to give a speech and Alex hasn't spoken to me in over a month but that's life, right?
I'm trying to stay positive and keep on track although it feels like I'll never figure it all out. 
Until Next Time, 
"Was I too close for comfort?"

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